A Week Later

Well, it has been a whole week off of chemo as of yesterday. Looks like it will take much longer than I was hoping to start feeling better. Don't know what I was thinking, just wishful I guess. The last couple of cycles I never really felt much better, even when I got to go three weeks off, instead of the original two weeks off. Maybe by the middle of July I will start picking up some. Got to keep telling myself one day at a time. I am just anxious to get some energy so I can do more around the house to help. I hate feeling helpless and worthless. There is so much to be done. I don't want Brenda trying to do it all by herself. She tries hard to but I can't afford for her to burn herself out.

We got a foam cushion for the bed last night. I have gotten so thin my ribs and hips have been getting sore from the pressure of laying down. It is 8 inches thick, 3 inches of memory foam and the other 5 inches of egg crate type. If that doesn't help I don't know what would. We are putting it on the bed today.

Got to get some other work done while I still have some "juice" left. Til next time.